Fantasy

I think I am a sick person.
I often stay alone in the room and dream of smashing my favorite boyfriend with others. Then my boyfriend will save me in various ways and then I will be touched by my own fantasy and then cry.
I also often imagine that my loved ones around me have an accident and are particularly uncomfortable.
And I suspect that I have paranoia
Whenever I want to get sick, I really will live.
When I fantasize that I vomit, I really vomit, I feel uncomfortable where I feel uncomfortable.
I am very courageous
When I am alone, I am not willing to go out to eat if my stomach is very hungry.
I don’t dare to close my eyes when I take a shower
Fear of worms
Affected by grievances